I don’t watch it for the story. I watch it for the perspectives it offers. I don’t watch it to feel, I watch it to analyze. It seems, unrealistic as they may be – hahaha I’m just babbling lmfao. Of course, I'm not really “lmfao”, its just a manner of speaking, as I'm sure you already know. Wow, does it feel nice breaking the 4th wall. I'm talking right now, see? I'm talking to you.

How are you? That’s what people start with, right? Anyway, here I was, trying to sound, hmm, idk, philosophical? Like I were a sage throwing out ancient wisdom? I think so. Anyway, I lost it up there, as you see, for it disgusted me. It was boring, caging, I hated it. I don’t normally hate it (I think?), (there some more words here but I couldn’t read my own handwriting) but right now I did.

I actually have nothing to say to you, or anyone else. I'm sur you’ve got a bunch of things to do, important things. You should do those, instead of wasting your time here. Me? Oh I'm here pretending to do something important too hahaha. I hope it will turn into something important, although I continue it in futility. Huh. I don’t know why I said it was futile. Meh who cares.

Oh God this is getting boring now too. Hmm. How to make this interesting? I would ask you for ideas f you could talk to me you know. AHH MAN  I NEED TO CLEAN AND CLEAR MY MIND. Hahaha I just had this sequence of thoughts. You know this is/was means/meant to be a caption on an Instagram post with a horrendous drawing in a mobile application. And the sequence of thoughts I had planned out a whole book – goddamnit I sound robotic again. Hmmm. Why don’t I just push you – I mean, pull you in with me? Lets see, I’ll simply ramble on about the various things I do or know (basically mansplain stuff – I hate this word and I hate that I used it). I was just about to go on a rant on how it would benefit you – but screw it cause it makes me feel like a robot again. It seems I cant go even slightly longer without engaging you, before I enter Robotism.

So anyway, I engage you, you, well, you do your thing I suppose.

Wow. After 3 seconds of that period I have no clue what I want to say hahaha. That is how this 4th wall break began , isn’t it? And its been only two pages – on the notebook I'm writing of course. Damn, my eyes. They fluttered weird. Idk why.

Hahhhh.i keep thinking to tell you about my fyp (final year project) that I'm planning – I don’t want to though. It disturbs my heart. I think if I go into technical details, Robotism would take over again.

Oh btw, I'm watching a show as well. I just took a loongg break. Anyway, I was about to say I'm doing random things while I speak to you.

Hmm. Now I don’t want to give this proper structure. I want t to be a bunch of ramblings, going from Q to Z to Arabic ‘alif’ to ‘be’ in urdu so you’re left wondering if its Persian ‘be’ or Arabic ‘baa’ (like a sheep). That sounds pretty cool you know.

Ok so I don’t know what to create for my fyp. I want it to be something revolutionary you know. Something Tesla (the man) would’ve approved of. Or so I thought. I saw a bunch of different things yesterday and today and it turns out I'm more interested in smart grids, microgrids, and wireless energy/power transfer.

Do you know what any of these are? Well I’ll explain anyway, to the nearly best of my abilities. Why nearly best? I don’t want to give it my all – it’s tiresome. I would sound like one of those teachers/nerds droning on. Hell no. wait, gotta change that. Heavens no. Cause why invoke a place so disturbing, full of pain and despair?

So – smart grid. What is it? Well it’s two things – smart and grid. Smart means…huh. I don’t know. Well it means tech and it means automated to some degree. Basically, when you put in a software to do something physical, it becomes smart. What’s a grid? A bunch of lines interconnected to some extent. In electrical engineering, it’s the area to which power is supplied from a grid station.

If I'm not wrong – that’s my curse you have to live with.

So what does a smart grid do? Well, it’s a grid that’s…smart. How can a grid be smart? It’s just a load of power being transmitted. Well, obviously, if the grid develops the capability of directing power and energy efficiently it would be smart, wouldn’t it? That’s what happens. In a sentence, that is. If I tell you all the technical details you would feel like throwing up literal glitchy pixels. Maybe. I hope. Cause it seems fun to tell you now.

So, in the current era of smart grids you have two-way communication. It sounds kinda fancy but its not. Its just a bunch of readings on power consumption that both you and your provider know. That’s basically where your autonomy ends. So much for individualism cause next up is the step to corporate (capitalist) greed.

Cause your provider happens to have the tech mumbo jumbo (control system) with which they would redirect the power you get to your neighbor’s house, thereby inciting disunity and violence. Anyway, they’ve got these switches and stuff to relocate your power.

Now what I think is worth trying is having a machine learning algorithm decide efficient energy distribution, cause now it’s all automated.

Now, microgrids. This is probably what would give you power – if you’re a power-hungry manipulative politician. You do it like this: you first think “man those electric companies keep diverting my power, and I pay them for it”. Then you see they make a lot of money. Then you say “man I wish I had money and power”. So you buy a bunch of solar panels, enough to power two houses, and tell your neighbor you’re willing to share with him. So he begins paying you instead. Your third neighbor sees this and asks if he joins. You buy more solar panels, you try extracting some money from him as well and make him pay you monthly too. Now you’ve got a grid and control over your neighborhood.

Of course, if you’re not a manipulative politician you’ll convince your neighbors it’s a good idea to have your own grid and power supply, for nearly no cost, to the whole neighborhood.

For wireless power transfer though, there a bunch of stuff. You can automate phone charging by harvesting the ambient RF energy, you can make it so all your home appliances are powered wirelessly – you wont have to charge your phones or laptops. Of course, power output and efficiency is a huge problem.